Missed up

Missed up
Life sucks

arvfgh U're drivin' me fuckin' crazy ! This is my personal distress moment.

All I do is wrong, badly and unwary. I am not self-pity (or maybe a little now) but I feel like i'm unsuccesful :(

Now it's fucking summer and birds are warbleing and plaa plaa everything should be okey.. But I cant get u out of my criminal mind!

I wanna get back to Fuengirola so I could live my total boring life again.

Okey i'm gonna break my loony mind and go to bed. Dream about u. </3
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# Posted on Saturday, 12 July 2008 at 4:20 PM

ARGH

ATTENTION!!

I really REALLY don't speak any fu*kin' France or somethin' . So LEAVE ME ALONE if u don't speak ENGLISH!!

ENGLISH ENGLISH ENGLISH

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# Posted on Saturday, 12 July 2008 at 8:27 AM

dear heart. I hate u.

dear heart. I hate u.
MEN

I really have to write it down! There are so many different species of men! Men is like a million words. Or just a one word. Many details but still so simple. Men makes women insane! How do u know when man wants to have just a fun time 'n gets know about u? And when man only wants to have sex and thats it. No phone calls. Men can lie only when they dont think about it. I Know the situation when the man has done something very stubid like crashed hes wifes car. And he try to explain that it was someone elses fault. And of course the wife could see it on her husband eyes. The lies. But that's harmless lie. There are much more dreadful lies. But thats it..

Sometimes I Need the man to stand with me and taking care of me. But usually I thrive on by myself.

If u are looking for a next potential boyfriend dont look the appearance, look straight to the eyes and think what do u see. U dont want the lier or cheater. I know what I'm talking about. All the fucking cheaters would burn in hell.


We all like other kind of men. Good-looking men are generally tall and brown eyes sport person looking cute and who like pets.
I need a man who are self-reliant and dependable. Who doesnt cheat behind me. Where is those guys?

But there is one man i would marry any time!! :D Bruce Dickinson, the man who sing to my heart.. heheh i became fanciful ;D <3<3
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# Posted on Wednesday, 09 July 2008 at 10:02 AM

I'm Bird didnt u know that?

I'm Bird didnt u know that?
"I hate the world today
You're so good to me, i know
But i can change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe i'm an angel underneath
Inoccent and sweet"

I'm still too broken to think about the most stupendous things about my trip. In that case the trip was ran in 2008.
I have desclined the best days of my bored life in Spain at Fuengirola.
I do remember every day and every parties we celebrated.. There was one bar we always go. That called "Foreplay party bar". There was so hilarious staff 'n for a while they became our best mates! Most of all the DJ whos nickname were "Mad Dog" played every single songs I aspired him. Like the leged of metall music Iron Maiden's song "run to the hills". 'n Nirvana's song "Smells like teen sprit" I loved him! :D

I worked for a local news magazine. I loved The employees =) They were so helpfull and kind for me even I was just a trainee! I did all kind of things. Like bookkeeping, financing (just a little), photographing 'n so on.. I really missed my partners..

What can I say about the Food? Ahh my favorite subject ;) We used to eat in chinese restaurant near to my job. It was yammy! I found the rare tea species. I have no idea where I found about the most delicious tea I've ever tasted! It's a bit shame i never bought it enough.

I have to go now. So I'll back later..

"I'm a bitch, i'm tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say i'm not alive
You know i wouldn't want it any other way"
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# Posted on Wednesday, 09 July 2008 at 9:16 AM

Edited on Wednesday, 09 July 2008 at 10:31 AM

oh my day

oh my day
Okey here's the deal. I'm not allright. I ment I wanna do somethin' new n' figure out what is this life.
There's so much things to do. I need some money for driving lisence n' for my very own car. I'll buy my mom's car. That's ok, 'cause I like it. It's easy to drive and so on..

For good luck I've finished my works about in this summer. I used to work in Fortum every summer. The salary could be better but im fine about what is it. I still won't buy a new BMW right? :D

I've been doing everythin'. Like shoppin' n' joggin'.. And I'm so exiting about the big gig we're going to!
18.7. My very own favorite band Iron Maiden is comin' to Helsinki!! Aaawwwhhh I don't know anythin' better than Bruce Dickinson's voice<3 My best friend is enjoyin' with me... :) n' I did some plans about the gig.. heh.. But I think u'll hear that later.. :D

Soon will be my super sweet 18 party :) heheh.. okey okey I know there is over month till im 18..but hopely it comes fast!! 'Cause in Finland we cannot visit at the bars until we're full grown.. heh or hows it say, until we're adults..

About the next weekend. There is some event called Regatta. It arrange by Hankos some weird thing.. i really dont know :D

Okey have a pleasant night dear mates!!
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# Posted on Monday, 30 June 2008 at 2:42 PM